I don’t know whats wrong. At my last xc race, I ran more than a minute faster going from 20:56 to 19:28, but about a day after the race I started to feel depressed. This has been happening after all my indoor meets too, know matter how well I do. After my previous race on Friday I got depressed and its lasted about a week. The only time I actually feel happy is when I’m at practice. Am I going through some kind of running addiction? Is running my version of cocaine? Help!