Resolved Question: Is my relationship with my fiance over? Please Help?

I am 25 and engaged. I haven been dating my amazing fiance for 5 years, engaged for 1. We have known each other since we were kids and he told me he always knew he loved me but i always had him in the friend stage/zone & never seen him as anything else and he wanted me so bad. I always dated guys that were bad for me and treated me like crap. I grew up with parents who loved drugs & that reflected on me big time as i developed a cocaine addiction & party scene but found it myself & have been ok for 4yrs. My fiance is a very wealthy guy as he grew up with it and i never really had money growing up, he buys me everything i could want but i feel like he thinks he has to buy my love. I suffered from depression for a while after a miscarriage that he didn’t know about as i thought i would disappoint him as he wants to be a father, i know now that was stupid but i never really knew how to tell him, after everything he gives me i couldnt give him that. He tells me all the time that he loves me and could never think about living without me but lately he has been out all the time working or getting things for his business or traveling. He always asks me to travel with him but i cant all the time as i have a job of my own. I am very distant from him lately as we were always the couple who couldn’t keep our hands off one another although we still have a great sex life. I feel like i never see him, sometimes he is gone when i wake up and comes home when im asleep. I miss him and its really getting to me i don’t want a relationship like this at all. I have started to go out with my friends alot and feel i am slipping back into my old ways, i feel like im nothing he should be with. Please give any advice on this and how to get us back to the way we where? Thanks

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