Resolved Question: Im cheating on my fiance with the man im falling in love with!!?

I am 26 and engaged, I haven been dating my fiance for 5 years, engaged for 1. We have known each other since we were kids and he told me he always knew he loved me but i always had him in the friend stage/zone & never seen him as anything else and he wanted me so bad. I grew up with parents who loved drugs & that reflected on me big time as i developed a cocaine addiction & party scene but found it myself & have been ok for 4yrs. My fiance is a very wealthy guy as he grew up with it and i never really had money growing up, he buys me everything i could want but i feel like he thinks he has to buy my love. He tells me all the time that he loves me and could never think about living without me but lately he has been out all the time working or getting things for his business or traveling. He always asks me to travel with him but i cant all the time as i have a job of my own. I loved him so much but lately i cant stand him touching me. I have started seeing someone behind his back who is a friend of my friend and he has asked me to move in with him & he always tells & shows me how much he loves me, he even told me he wants to marry me. He always wants to see me smile and i cant just be sitting beside him or laying with him & i could never feel happier i cant get enough of him, i think im falling in love with him. Im very distant from my fiance and whenever we are out at a party and i see the man i love i want nothing more than to be by his side and he will just keep his eyes on me,smile & tell me i look beautiful. I love my fiance but the way he has been i dont think he will have a future. Any Advice??

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