A month ago I became very curious on how it would feel to cut myself. I was not depressed on any I just simply wanted to know and I got my answer. Since that day I bcam addicted to the pain, I love the way it feels. I know it’s bad for me, possibly even fatal but I can’t stop no matter how hard I try. I even get urges at school to cut into my flesh. I’m like a druggie that will do anything to get their cocaine, Ill do anything to get the sensation that comes with my cuts. What can I do?