Resolved Question: help on how to fight my crack addiction..?

I am a 17 year old female and currently addicted to crack cocaine. I can’t stop and i can not tel my mom this horrible news because she would kill herself is she found out i was addicted to crack. I know that i need help because i owe a lot of money and i can’t stop thinking about crack and always want to do it.. I lie for money and i am a scumbag and i feel terrible im a great person and this is ruining my life. I know that if i try i can go a few days without it and that is why i believe that i can do this myself. Ne suggestions and please don’t b rude this is serious and i know that im a bad person for it.