Resolved Question: does this make sense? is it normal for me to feel this way?

I have friends that have been through much worse then me, and well I’m going through some stuff…just to name off a few…i recently broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years due to his addiction to porn, and his belittling ways. My dad is dying, my mom works constantly 3 jobs seven days a week, so i take care of my brother and grandma while going to college, working, homework, and doing a placement. We are losing our house because we can no longer afford our mortgage, I’m only 19, and i have to move out due to our situation. I don’t know how i manage to take care of my car too, and maintain an above 90average. but for me this is a lot for me to handle, i’m very stressed, and feel ashamed for telling my friends about this or talking to anyone because i feel that things can always be worse. I some how have a sense of guilt, which may be due to my lack of confidence and self-esteem. I am usually very hard on myself and i feel i have no one to talk to because all of my friends have been through worse situations. I have GAD (generalized anxiety disorder) because of my past drug addictions to cocaine and ecstasy, I recently saw a psychiatrist and am portraying signs of OCD…well medication is not an option for me. Anyways basically, should i feel guilty and ashamed to speak to people about this..i feel as if i am complaining, I’m not,…I’m just extremely stressed and feel as if I’m losing control…any opinions and/ or suggestions i would appreciate a lot. Thanks in advance

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