Resolved Question: 48 days sober and I miss him despite…?

It’s the first time I’ve been truly, 100% sober in 17 years-the last decade of my addiction strung out on Heroin and crack cocaine. I’ve given up everything and everyone I knew to attempt success in this, espescially the 10 year relationship I never imagined would end. Needless to say, what we once had ended in a firery ball straight to he’ll, to put it mildly.
I guess more than having any question to ask, I’m in need of gentle, kind words (aside from those my sponsor has given) to keep me solid in remembering the pain, abuse and utter horror I experienced with him now that I miss him to my core. My insides ache and long for him.
Anyone out there have some wisdom to share?

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