I’ve been in AA a long time. anyways recently I started smoking pot again. I’m not addicted to it (so far after 6 months now). I originally went to AA because of a cocaine addiction (from my youth), and i quit everything for over 8 years over it. Now I am a successful adult with career and a house etc. I’m finding it very hard now not to drink, especially considering i never was a big drinker. Thoughts?
I originally saw the logic in not drinking, but I am a totally different person now. I know I owe it all to AA, but still it is hard to go to happy hour with co-workers and try to remember I cant drink because of stuff I did now nearly a decade ago. It is embarrassing… also, when I go to AA now I don’t feel like I fit in. I don’t smoke cigarettes, I’m not crazy… etc.