Monthly Archives: September 2009

Resolved Question: how does cocaine make you feel?

ok so i need to write a paper on cocaine addiction and i have to b an addict and i hv to explain how i feel and stuff like that and i need to know how you can get over it and i also need alot of details so dont be affraid to py anything!!!!!!!!!

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Resolved Question: Cocaine addiction signs?

Can soem one please tell me the signs of cocaine addicition i suspect my bf is on it

He disapears all the time sometimes for days esspecially when hes been paid he cant afford his bills

he lies ,All his glands are swollen, he gets paranoia and pyscocsis
he has problems keeping an erection and ejacualting
And his personality has changed hes not intrested in the things he used to be he is very manipulative and seems to hav no emotion
He coughs up phelm ive seen him red eyed and sniffing and somtimes he just seems evil
he has 2 personalitys
He grinds his teeth alot and sweats
sometimes hes on an upper other times he has been dinkin and nods out

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Resolved Question: HELP ME i am 15 and i did cocaine 3 lines in one hour and i plan on doing it again (click for more details)?

i turned 15 in august and i tried it for the first time today i didn’t really feel anything so i plan on doing it again until i feel the effects i know for a fact it is real, i am usually a good kid i regret this a lot but if i ONLY do it twice will i be permanetly damage i know for a fact i can quit because i only have one fried who can get it and he WILL cut me off no matter how much i beg will the addiction dissipate after a few weeks i do not want to do it beyond feeling the effects once or twice i swear to god i can and will stop but am i permanently hurting my body? Two uses is not bad right? i know it is bad but i will recover right? give me an honest answer please no “don’t do drugs” i want facts and real life experiences please help be before i could possibly throw my life away

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Open Question: My dad is a female dog?

It all came up to me today. I was turning on the exhaust fan because he was sh*t sticking (smoking) and he got all mad at me and asked if I should get a job to pay the bill. First of all that @$$hole pays nothing for me. All’s I get is food and a house with a lot of expensive unneeded stuff he bought for himself. I’m 12, the legal age for a job here is 14. He always complains at me for trying to help myself and that I should give him money. All’s that piece of crap wants is money and vanity. He always wants my brother to play golf with him or work for him. He usually works, drinks, lays in bed, or spend time with my brother. Over the vacation he never did anything special just for me. He got all grouchy when I asked him to do something for me. He complains at my mom for not getting paid enough. Most moms at my school don’t even have jobs. He is a jerk to my nephews. My uncle told everything bad of him. My nephews don’t even do as bad as my dad. He blew up a church when he was 11, he snuck whiskey from his dad, he did crack, weed, cigarettes. He’s an alcoholic and last year he let out to my uncle when he was drunk that he wanted cocaine from him. Lots of times he talks about these girls from the bar. I can easily tell if someone’s lying. His facial expression changes to “oh crap” when he says he doesn’t cheat. Sometimes he comes home smelling like cocaine. I wish he would just get out of my life. He also drives home drunk. He refuses to go to any addiction places and he says he’s not addicted. I never mentioned the bad things to him like the crack, church, whiskey at 11. He also yells at my mom in her face and sometimes hurts her. Like once he stabbed her arm with a pen. Once when he was drunk he strangled my brother.
I don’t show him respect? I’m surprised I haven’t called the police on him yet. He’ll be in jail for the rest of his life if I report him. Oh I forgot, he has a daughter that he made DURING when my mom was married to him. I hope I never have kids, I don’t trust this family’s future.

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Open Question: How long doe it take to go through a twelve step programme properly the first time?

I realise that it is a lifelong attitude of using it for the rest of your life, but I have met a man who is in recovery from a narcotic addiction (primarily cocaine) – he’s just got his 90 day chip from NA, but i want him to go through the 12 step at least once before I would consider getting into a relationship, and I need to know what sort of time frame I should be looking at? Three weeks? six months? two years? I’d love to hear from people who have been through this?

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Resolved Question: ways to deal with anxiety?

I have a slight paranoia problem and a serious anxiety problem from a 3 year daily cocaine addiction. I am now clean and have been clean for 2 years (I’m a 19yr old female). Due to my previous actions i suffer from very bad anxiety usually at night, and i am unable to sleep. Does anyone know of anything i can do to help calm my nerves without having to take medication. I have lorazepam but i try not to take it unless i really have to… any ideas?

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Resolved Question: Hey R&P, what do you think of my Layne Stalry essay?

Layne Staley was the lead singer (and often considered one of the best singers in Rock music) for the popular 90’s Grunge band Alice In Chains and Grunge super group Mad Season . He did a large amount of drugs like heroin. Staley was also very depressed and wrote most of his songs about depression and heroin. During the later years of Layne’s life he was slowly killing himself with drugs and did not talk to friends or family for weeks or even months. Layne Staley eventually died from an overdose of speedball (a mixture of heroin and cocaine) on April 5th 2002 (the same day as Kurt Cobain eight years earlier in 1994). It is not known if he killed himself or had an accidental overdose.

A) Layne Staley did not value his physical being, because he did drugs, (possibly) killed himself and didn’t take very good care of his physical appearance. Firstly, Staley had a severe drug addiction which consisted of crack and heroin. Second of all, Layne possibly killed himself by overdosing on speedball. Thirdly, Staley took such bad care of his physical appearance he was losing teeth and weighed 80 pounds when he died. Layne did not respect his body because of his drug addiction, possible suicide and lack of care for his own physical appearance.

B) The media played a role in the situation because they would make fun of Layne’s addiction, Alice In Chains’ record label was putting pressure on him and friends of Staley would talk about him being anti-social and looking horrible in interviews in the later years of his life. First of all, magazines like The Rocket would make fun of Layne’s addiction with comments like “who’s to wipe and clean Alice in Chains now?” (a possible jab at Layne’s addiction). Secondly, Alice In Chains’ record label Columbia was putting pressure on them to put out another record because of the success of their second album Dirt which caused Layne o have even more stress. Lastly, his friends like Mark Lanegan (from the popular 90’s Grunge band Screaming Trees) would exploit Staley’s anti-social attitude and his worsening physical appearance in his last years of life. Society played a role by making fun of Staley’s drug addiction, Columbia putting pressure on AIC to make another album (causing Layne more stress) and having his anti-social life style exploited.

C) If I was Layne Staley I wouldn’t become addicting to drugs, push my friends away in my time of need and wouldn’t let my body get in such bad condition. Firstly, I wouldn’t experiment with drugs like speedball as it already killed a popular musician (Hillel Slovak the original guitarist for the Red Hot Chili Peppers). Second of all, I would not push my friends away when I’m very depressed and slowly killing myself with drugs. Finally, I wouldn’t let my body get in such bad condition that my teeth are falling out and I’m as pale as a ghost. If I was Layne Staley I wouldn’t make drugs a part of my life, I would not try to push my friends out of my life when I need them the most and I wouldn’t let my body go to waste.

D) If I were talk to Layne today I would tell him that he should be respecting his body, he should love him self instead of accepting his sadness and he is still useful even though his body is in bad condition. First of all, I would tell him that he should using heroin and crack because it is horrible for his body. Secondly, I would tell him that he

should love him self and get help with his depression so he can learn to love him self. Thirdly, I would tell him that he is still useful even though he has missing teeth, is pale as a ghost and is very very skinny.

MQ: did you like it?
MQ2: GG Allin vs. Henry Rollins
MQ3: what do you think of this brand new AIC song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ObH_8tOThk

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Resolved Question: Hey R&P, what do you think of my Layne Stalry essay?

Layne Staley was the lead singer (and often considered one of the best singers in Rock music) for the popular 90’s Grunge band Alice In Chains and Grunge super group Mad Season . He did a large amount of drugs like heroin. Staley was also very depressed and wrote most of his songs about depression and heroin. During the later years of Layne’s life he was slowly killing himself with drugs and did not talk to friends or family for weeks or even months. Layne Staley eventually died from an overdose of speedball (a mixture of heroin and cocaine) on April 5th 2002 (the same day as Kurt Cobain eight years earlier in 1994). It is not known if he killed himself or had an accidental overdose.

A) Layne Staley did not value his physical being, because he did drugs, (possibly) killed himself and didn’t take very good care of his physical appearance. Firstly, Staley had a severe drug addiction which consisted of crack and heroin. Second of all, Layne possibly killed himself by overdosing on speedball. Thirdly, Staley took such bad care of his physical appearance he was losing teeth and weighed 80 pounds when he died. Layne did not respect his body because of his drug addiction, possible suicide and lack of care for his own physical appearance.

B) The media played a role in the situation because they would make fun of Layne’s addiction, Alice In Chains’ record label was putting pressure on him and friends of Staley would talk about him being anti-social and looking horrible in interviews in the later years of his life. First of all, magazines like The Rocket would make fun of Layne’s addiction with comments like “who’s to wipe and clean Alice in Chains now?” (a possible jab at Layne’s addiction). Secondly, Alice In Chains’ record label Columbia was putting pressure on them to put out another record because of the success of their second album Dirt which caused Layne o have even more stress. Lastly, his friends like Mark Lanegan (from the popular 90’s Grunge band Screaming Trees) would exploit Staley’s anti-social attitude and his worsening physical appearance in his last years of life. Society played a role by making fun of Staley’s drug addiction, Columbia putting pressure on AIC to make another album (causing Layne more stress) and having his anti-social life style exploited.

C) If I was Layne Staley I wouldn’t become addicting to drugs, push my friends away in my time of need and wouldn’t let my body get in such bad condition. Firstly, I wouldn’t experiment with drugs like speedball as it already killed a popular musician (Hillel Slovak the original guitarist for the Red Hot Chili Peppers). Second of all, I would not push my friends away when I’m very depressed and slowly killing myself with drugs. Finally, I wouldn’t let my body get in such bad condition that my teeth are falling out and I’m as pale as a ghost. If I was Layne Staley I wouldn’t make drugs a part of my life, I would not try to push my friends out of my life when I need them the most and I wouldn’t let my body go to waste.

D) If I were talk to Layne today I would tell him that he should be respecting his body, he should love him self instead of accepting his sadness and he is still useful even though his body is in bad condition. First of all, I would tell him that he should using heroin and crack because it is horrible for his body. Secondly, I would tell him that he

should love him self and get help with his depression so he can learn to love him self. Thirdly, I would tell him that he is still useful even though he has missing teeth, is pale as a ghost and is very very skinny.

MQ: did you like it?
MQ2: GG Allin vs. Henry Rollins
MQ3: what do you think of this brand new AIC song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ObH_8tOThk

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